Why couldnt i be enough

One day you will find someone that chooses you and continues to choose you everyday, and that's when you will be thankful everything happened the way it did. - Unknown author

Yes and I can't take it anymore okay I'm a nice person that is the one who always gets screwed over. I'm really not a happy person yeah I "act" happy I havn't felt "real" happiness in I couldn't tell you when, I wish I could smile and it be for real and not a fake one. Honestly I cry myself to sleep every night I'm so imperfect everybody at school tells me I'm not good enough and I can't help but believe them after a while. Why can't I just find a little confidence in myself?

“ One day whether you are 14, 28 or 65 … you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die. However, the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find - - is they not always with whom we spend our lives. “

We all have days like this when the mind gets to a place of total emptiness there's not a hells chance i want to to backwards but you can't see a way forward well today's my day to feel exactly this 😔 it completely sucks to feel like your not good enough, what your trying to achieve will never be good enough, what ever I create will never be good enough, feeling failure is normal I'm told.. But hey Mondays the start of another week so I'll keep doing what im doing for my own therapy..💜…