im only doing what a girlfriend does but i dont reallt feel anything for him and ive realized that. i like playing around with him and i hate the romantic aspect, like whenever he tells me he loves me or kisses me i feel weird and not in a good way. i know i like girls, but i dont know if i like boys. girls are so pretty and i daydream about being in a relationship with a girl even tho i should be thinking abt my bf
