As most of you all know. We lost our 2nd pregnancy in December. I did pretty good with it. Better than most people thought I would be. And at that time... I thought okay. well things happen. It wasn't meant to be and I gave myself a pat on the back and concentrated on how lucky I was to have Maddux. Decided that it will happen with the timing is right and life will go on. Things will be fine. To be honest, completely honest. I didn't think too much about it. I kind of just pretended it never…
